What is wrong with everyfuckingbody and everyfuckingthing. i got caught in the damn rain this morning and i've forgotten to bring my wallet to school and fucking annoying poodie-imitation gave me 4 miserable days of pc and i got a new zit.. Life sucks so much I almost feel sorry for myself zzzzz _l_

almost.
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I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken