love me do

Thanks for that stupid trick yesterday okay. _l_
I bet you enjoyed seeing my face when I opened the box and found it to be containing RAISINS.
What the fuck.
And you can run off before I could do anything and I couldnt find you anywhere near here aft that.
-.-

On the other hand, thanks. [:
My new fetish's raisins now.
Esp Ligo's Golden Californias. ^^v

check yes juliet

Out yesterday aft bio. I got a little too quiet, a little too pissed and a little too high.

Annoying Azam.

-.-!!!

Playing "I dare you"


HA FIERCE ONLY!

Azam's stupid fingers. _l_

SQUINT!

???

Even though I really loved you, it's gonna hurt when it heals too.

2day I saw __________.
Twice.
He disappears from sight.
I think he takes my heart with him.

lost my way in your eyes

" I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said 'bout being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the staying kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had "

When the words are right in a song, it makes you happy and sad at the same time. Because you know, you just know, that what's being said is true. You feel like the song was written just for you. And in this case, I guess it really was. I start to sing along in my head. - Beige

Although I might just be your shadow forever, I'll be watching over you.

bcos if you fall...

___________________________________________

Buddy!!

xoxo means hugs and kisses

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STAR -- I wont stoop to your level and say "fuck you" bcos I dont have a dick and even if I did I dont want it to rot.

Not the most graceful act.

It satifies me that my presence scares and irks you.

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Aiya, dont be so insecure can!!!

forever yours i'll be

Horrible ("it's like totally disgusting to me lor!' -quoted frm ____[!]) paper 2day bcos I simply cannot read chinese but any-o-how it was wayyyy better than oral(_l_). Slacking @ home and dinner w 2 bullies accompanied w lots of shrieks and laughter and getting into a horny mood w blood rushing into your tootsie rolls faster than you can say "yo momma" is totally not the way to end your day!
^^v
-chants-
sexbombsexbombyou'reMYsexbomb!

Almost died on friday[?] when I received results.
Reefs comprehension 13/25 wtf! -hyperventilates-
Summary this time round totally rocked dwayne the rock johnson's socks off.

smooth criminal

Oh, hear hear! What's that claim bout being BFFs w your BFFN then?
Typical bullshit coming out from your filthy mouth, I see.
Think again, with your peurile brain the next time you do things, bitch or accuse others.

Peace,
Jacq.

P.S / Have a safe flight JS. Take care. [:

BREAKIN'BRANCHES

Mum was being so fucking unreasonable yesterday and screamed at me
Got out of the house and pon-ed tuition, slacked around @ void decks and staircases until 9+?
and I saw a pervert(!!!) ROFL.
Wouldnt even have gone home if not for... ]:
Skipped school today ^^v
Going out l8r buai buaiz.

Os!

I WANT A1 FOR ENGLISH.
I NEED.
I MUST.
I WILL.

F&N's sapping up every single ounce of energy I have left.
Nooooo, I MUST get distinction.

DonnaKarenNewYork

Almost drowned in my own mucus and tears when lipstick man went on a date w me today.
How fucking embarassing to cry.
Gah.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I splurged!!

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I made you mine, NY4303.

):

all of a sudden this big big rock just places itself onto my heart, weighing it down. all of a sudden i feel so damn sad, so damn tired, it's like i cant go on anymore. god, this feeling sucks. it hurts, everything hurts like some bloody fuck. feels hopeless. i hate this feeling. why isnt anybody feeling this way but me? it's not fair. everybody's happy and contented. im sad. it's hard to force a smile. i dont want this, it hurts. i'd do anything not to feel this way again. all the drafts, addressed, unsent in my email. the way i felt when i lost your messages. everyday makes me feel bitter. i cant drag myself away. it's like some nightmare in sick fantasies.

):

I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said 'bout being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change'
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

):

i dont want us to fall apart. it's hard playing the tough girl every single time, scolding cursing and bullying. im sorry not living up to your expectations? where's the girl that used to score anymore eh? asking yourself that every single day, what's wrong with her? you asked, "what's wrong jacq? what's wrong? what havent you been happy for so long? daddy dont seem to see you happy anymore." i just shook my head and walked off. im sorry, just sorry. i cant control myself, my emotions, everything. sorry. i know you care. i dont know how i can help. i dont know how to show you that i love you too, i care for you. im scared of you, i dont know why.

):

i know you guys are there for me, thanks. but even with you around, i cant bare my heart. i know you guys will judge. im sick of everything. i hate people comparing and judging me. it sucks. i dont deny your judgements arent made to make me change. just, sorry. not now, not soon. i love all of you.

):

i dont want to cry. i wish time would just turn back. i'd do anything to be happy again.

):

shadow-steppingsampats

Dental-ed yesterday! [:

In a state of euphoria when handsome called me to go down for dental.

Left stuff to Leroy to play. (eh did you win[?])

Rushed down to find Wanling who pranced out of the A-math classroom w a thousand kisses for me from saving her from the "most boring lesson can!"

Did scaling and cleaning.

Stayed there for 1hr+ waiting for Wanling who made the dentist so sian-ded hahahahaha!

Meanwhile...

Step on my shoe somemore! GRRRRRRRR! D:<

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HIGHlight of today!!! 030708

Wanling: Eh shit she got hear nt?

Mandy: -super non-chalantly- Oops, too bad!

0.0000001 secs later...

Mandy: -panics- ZAO LA!!!!!!!

Mandy is kitschy!

omg oral suckz to the core though it's like something i talk about everything i dont even know how to talk chinese knnahhhhh!
all the DOGS _l_
pissed like FUCK now.

Mandy [ niao-niao-niao \m/ ] save me with your oompa loompa song pls tyvm. ]:



** I LOVE DWAYNE THE ROCK JOHNSON. [hehe so cute man botak heartx!]